Motivation?

I just haven’t been so in motivated. I finally moved. Finally am getting myself situated going to be starting a new job but I feel like I have no more motivation. Is there anyone out there who had some extra?  Advertisements

Moving and Dick Head Strikes 

So it’s been difficult to post regularly and stay on track bc of the whole moving thing. My mom’s bf cut the power to my room, and he won’t let me use the washer or any other appliance. My boyfriend’s grandmother called this morning to ask about Wednesday if I was still moving in with…

Things Finally Blew Up

I’ve been having trouble with my mom’s boyfriend. Everything finally blew up over him wanting to take my  phone bc he saw how much I had used to pay my phone bill. I refused to. I’m eighteen, they had me paying 100$ a week which I paid with out complaint. Then yesterday when he left…

I have gotten Way off Track

Before I realized it, I had gotten off track. I’m back up to 140.8 lbs.  I’m going to make myself some struck rules.  1. One to two liters of water per day  2. No Meat, switching to veggie burgers  3. Coffee with artificial sugar and low cal creamer.  4. One hour at gym on days…

Is it cheating? 

I ate three fruit Popsicles at work to keep myself from crashing. I’m going to buy soup you can just add water to and microwave for this weekend I stop. 

Thinspo Challenge Day 12 

What do you normally eat?  Normally, I drink these low cal smoothies I buy from my local grocery store, and I drink a ton of plain hot tea. If I do go for something like pizza rolls to take with me to work I’ll buy reduced fat and low cal diet frozen meals, and I’ll…

Almost Late for Work

So I didnt get up when my alarm went off at three, but I ended up falling back to sleep until 4:27 pm which is when my ride to work usually gets here. But thankfully it looks like she’s running late today. So there’s that. I literary got dressed in five minutes.  So I’m anxious…

Thinspo Challenge Day 11

Fav pro thinspo story?  Well I enjoy reading wintergirls when I am struggling to not give in to temptations. I would definitely recommend the book to anyone who is pro ana. I also like watching Super-sized vs Super skinny on YouTube. 

Visiting the BF again, New bakini

So this Friday I’m going down to visit my boyfriend in Lancaster. We’ve been together for a year before he moved there to attend college. So one a month on one of my three day Weekends off I go down to visit.  Well since its summer and we usually go swimming, I finally got a…

Pre Cleanse Stats 

Weight : 141.2 lbs ( unfortunately, staying at my friends for two days made gain it back.)  Height : 66 inches  Upper arm: 10.5 Lower arm: 10  Wrist: 6.5 Shoulder: 36.5 Waist: 28.5 Naval: 34.5 Hips: 33.5 Butt: 39.5 Thigh: 23 Calf: 15.5 Ankle: 9.5 All measurements are in inches

Thinspo Challenge Day 10

What was the hardest thing you gave you during this weight loss?  That’s actually kind of funny. Bc after the first week it got really easy to turn away from all my weaknesses. Ice cream was replaced with Greek yogurt, my sugary cravings where satisfied with fruit. It got really to just eating the meat…

Thinspo Challenge Day 9 

Did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?  Actually, yes, and by my own sister. She had always been smaller than because she was shorter. But she ended up putting on weight, when I losing it and it caused a sort of competition with her, and she would tell me I…